Just want to be me.
whoever that is.

I’ve always loved roller coasters. the ups, the downs, the spins, the suspense, the wind in your face, the screaming out loud. I always thought it was so awesome!
Now, I’m not so sure. I think because I’m getting older. More nerves, less nerves? Not sure. but it’s not as thrilling. now, it just gets a bit old and I have to think to myself, “when is this ride over?”
It’s the same with the roller coaster of emotions I’ve been experiencing lately. It’s just too much, too many ups and downs, without enough time spent up, too many twists i didn’t see coming. Too much screaming out loud.
Well, you get the picture.

I cannot believe the disaster that happened just right here in our city. It freaks me out big time! I can hardly tear myself away from the TV. Thankfully, we are all safe and sound. My heart is with those families that are not.


I had a dream about babies and filing cabinets. No, the babies were not in the filing cabinets. I was just very busy trying to take care of all these babies and at the same time, I had to get a ton of filing done!

it’s up to 41 cents now! can you believe it!! ack!!
only 2 more days of school! although, I’ll probably end up going in on Friday, too! too much to do and not enough time or motivation to get it all done. don’t have much choice though, since I was given explicit instruction that my office “must” be packed up so they can shampoo my carpet. which is great! i’m all for a clean carpet! but have you seen my office lately!! what a mess!
we’ll see.
the best part is, 2 weeks from tomorrow, i’m off to visit my wonderful friend!! I can NOT wait!!

it’s been ages! I’m so sorry! I really have to keep in touch better, and to think I was so good at it at one point!
I’m hoping that once school’s out, I will have more time to blog and catch up with all of you!

to start again. I need to write. I miss writing. I wonder why that is. Anyway, this will just be me, rambling on about all that concerns, thrills or irritates me. Who wouldn’t love to read that??